30 weeks down…

30 weeks pregnant

So here I am. 30 weeks pregnant. Where on earth did the year go? I remember finding out I was pregnant and sharing the news with you all at 13 weeks, and now suddenly here we are, well and truly into the final trimester and dare I say it, onto the home stretch! I had thought this pregnancy would by … Read More

I’m a sleep failure

Eddie catching up on sleep

Hi, I’m Erin, and I’m a sleep failure. I am. Don’t try and convince me otherwise. You see I have a child, sometimes two children, who frequently wake during the night. They aren’t babies, so I can’t use that excuse. They are four years old and nearly six years old. For realz. You see, I am a failure. It wasn’t … Read More

To Eddie on your 4th birthday

Eddie

To my dearest Eddie This letter is a little late. Two weeks in fact but I’m sure you’ll understand. You’re that kind of kid. In fact despite being my most challenging child in many ways, you are my most easy going. You’re kind of an enigma. Your daddy and I often talk about the contradictions of your personality. You can … Read More

I’m in denial…apparently

28 weeks pregnant

So in exactly 11 weeks and 4 days, my fourth baby is due and if it is anything like its brothers, it will be on time. Since its conception I have been doing everything in my power to pretend that life isn’t about to change dramatically…again. Well that’s according to every one in my life. We’ve moved house, we’ve moved … Read More

How do you know it’s the right decision?

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In 19 more minutes it will no longer be my birthday. I’m wide awake, pondering my life, and thinking about how every decision I’ve ever made has led me to this point. If I had made different decisions, would the outcome have been the same? I guess I’ll never know. What I do know is that in one week, we … Read More